hello. its been such a long time since i last had a decent update. always wanted to update but yah, i guess i was too lazy to actually figure out how to put the words together. so yah, i just came back from my pri school class outing.. i guess it was kinda wEiRd but FuN? dunno how to say also.. it was nice meeting up with everyone again.. and i really think everyone changed alot.. haha.. yeps.. and it kinda amazes me how guys can be so bonded by SOCCER. haha. yah but i must say. 6m'00 is definitely like the most united class ive ever had man. which yah its nice. haha =)) but alot of ppl whom i expected to turn up didnt turn up today.. siying weiqi mabel simin.. haha.. what else. Mrs Lim is leaving. im damn sad lah. not boohoohoo sad but yah, i'll miss her lah. i think she's funky. and she rocks!!! tj wont be the same without her.. all her inspirational stories and all.. sigh! cant she wait till another year before she leaves? bleahh! so there was farewell. then we took photo with Mrs Lim then bernard was saying we should do the bitch club salute then i accidentally ASKED out loud "bitch sign ah?" then mrs lim was standing next to me. oops. then someone whacked me real hard. ok i hope she didnt think i was calling her. haha =) i think life is like so dead now. but dead isnt exactly the correct way to say it also. like, its so random. sometimes, i dunno where im heading towards and stuff. and i dunno who around me i can rely on. i guess thats what i miss most about dhs. having ppl i can really turn to to bitch about freely, or when im upset, or when im just bored, and just be myself. stuff like that. sometimes it feels as those the friends we make in tj come and go, its like, wEiRd. sigh.. i miss the way the band was first 3 mths.. not that i dun like the ppl now.. its just different. i miss having a close bunch of friends that actually do stuff together. uknow, not just aQuAiNtEnCeS in sense, or friends who just talk to u for the sake of talking to u, or cos u want to talk. u know stuff like that. if it makes sense. maybe thats what makes school so sian already, the lack of bonding. btw, they're removing the cg which kinda SUCKS. cos they should have done that a long time ago, and i like my cg. Sigh.. my scg people are nice, but different i guess. i dun think i can survive one day of school without carynl and quek. and now that im dropping chem, i'll hardly see carynl and quek anymore. sucks to the core of all cores man. hmmm, clara's going melbourne to study. and im actually quite tempted to go too.. ms chew encouraged me to go if i have the chance to.. i know my parents would allow, but i scared i regret also.. u know what i mean? as in the culture there is so different, u need to be self diciplined, and i'll have to leave my friends behind. uknow, its like so many things to consider.. but they offer business and law together. which is cool. sigh. haha.. i wish i knew what i really wanted to do in life. and that im not such a sissy ninny so that i can make decisions. i think that our school's organisation has like really mean people who just say stuff about people openly. i think that sucks lah. be more professional lah. please. and u all are just nothing in people's eyes u know. just a bunch of over enthu people who wants power and stuff. the real capable people dun even bother to be there lah. ok i will not be such a iabdvjkanvjknva. blah. ok lah, i guess i shall end here and maybe play a little of maple story. oh yeah, mr i have a hole in my lung, please take care alright? then can play ms! i love it when u freeze the monsters so i can whack them =) *genevis
